February 2011
things are hard .
realizing how much my family doesn’t have money anymore makes me cry . in this world you need money to survive . even with the new part time job my mom has she still can’t make ends meet . sometimes i just don’t wanna live anymore . i just wanna end my life , because dealing with this is too much . but i realize i have to keep going and that things will get better . and still i...
my birthday is tomorrow .!
yess .! i’ma be 16 (:
omg .! I NEED THURSDAY TO COME .
January 2011
today was quite good .
Ahh .! i'm so freaking happy .
my bestest friend just told me she may be coming to florida for spring break . and were gonna be able to see each other . ahh .! i’m so happy . i miss her so much and i feel so down without her and a couple other of my friends so i’ll be happy when she comes .
(:
tumblr has gotten boring .
i don’t have anything to ever write about anymore . when i first started i used tumblr has a security blanket , because i never really knew how to express my feelings . but now i’m starting to do that a little not much , but by doing that it makes it harder to write about things because i’ve already let it out to someone else .
and it’s not like there’s nothing good...
i’m really disappointed .
you can’t depend on anyone but yourself . remember that .
Nikon - D3100 14.2-Megapixel Digital SLR Camera - Black
or
Canon - EOS Rebel T2i 18.0-Megapixel Digital SLR Camera - Black .???
i’m so bored today . nothing interesting happened . so i have nothing to talk about . i’ma go watch a movie . (:
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i don't like go diego .
cause i think he copies dora’s swag . now if were talkin’ about dora she’s a mothaa freakin’ beast .!
have you ever thought what the world would be like...
hmm … i wonder .
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OMFG .!!!!
my cousin sent me a message on youtube talking about can he have the link to my tumblr . and he game me his and all he does is reblog photos i mean it’s his blog whatever but i’m not giving him mine . the stuff i post on here is too personal for him to see especially since i know he would go off and tell my other cousin . GTFO .
sometimes i wish i could be alone .
with no one around . like i could just be in the world by myself for a few hours . to collect all my thoughts .
all i wanna do is dance .
it seems that everywhere i move there’s no opportunity for dance . i feel like i try and try and search for places where i can better myself in dancing or be around people that love the same thing , but i can’t find that . at times it just makes me wanna give up on all of this . makes me think i’m chasing dreams that can never happen . i just end up crying myself to sleep because...
Home extreme make-over .
so some teacher at my school signed up for it and won . and ty pennington and his crew were up at my school . it was crazy today . like people were trynna sneak to go see him and stuff . i only saw him once , but whatever . i wanna see if i can go tonight and watch them knock down the house . but other that i’m happy for the teacher that won cause she does deserve it from what i’ve...
sometime it's just a little to late .
my friends think somethings wrong with me .
because i’ve had this sudden change in me . i don’t think negative that much and most of my thoughts have been positive . i don’t drink anymore , i don’t cuss anymore , and my attitude has pretty much changed . i don’t know … i just wanna live my life different than how it use to be . they also think it’s weird that i’m chasing after my dreams more...
i hate when . . .
i’m online on facebook to check a couple of notifications and messages and ect and somebody i don’t wanna talk to I.Ms me .
kashmeare:
magicmike:
wow. go ahead Mike… GO ‘HEAD!
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EXPOSE DANCE.
My fucking boo. Believe me when I say he has come such a long way and I feel so lucky to be able to say that I’ve been there to watch him evolve along the way. I was literally SWOONING by the end of this video, when he and Lauren perform his original choreo to “Pretty Wings” by Maxwell. Watch, and...
to love someone , you must first love yourself .
i'm starting over .
i’ve messed up a lot and it takes a brave person to know they’ve messed up and admit it . i’ve been fake to a lot of people before people that call me their closest friend . and i’m soo sorry for that . i’m sorry for hurting you guys the way i did . it feels like a weight has been lifted off my shoulders because i went and apologized to all you guys . it felt even...
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brendangardiola:
must be following me (; http://brendangardiola.tumblr.com/
http://brendangardiola.tumblr.com/ I decided to make a promotion list cause I reached 2+ followers!(; thank you
as much as i miss being in a relationship i think i’m good being single for right now . i have to figure me out and accomplish the things i wanna accomplish . because since i’m such a caring person i tend to care so much for everyone else and think last about me . and then i think i need to start to love myself for who i am because i truly don’t think a person can love someone...
i rather people just be straight up with me .
i’m not gonna play 20 questions or the guessing game with you . i rather you just be honest about how you feel towards me . see some people don’t understand that you hurt people more when you don’t tell the truth rather when you straight up lie and leave them guessing . i’m just sick of playing this game with you .
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i might not have you , but i'll have the memories...
i'm proud of myself .
i honestly can say that . i know that i’ve made mistakes . and i know that i’ve done a lot of stuff to hurt people and make them not like me , but i’m moving on from that . i’m sorry to those i’ve hurt and i forgive those that have hurt me . it’s time to make a change in my life . and i’m not making this change for anyone but me . a lot happened to me last...
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mlgc:
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imjustaboywithadream:
z0mbiebrains:
henrayray:
40,000 people live here and have a tumblr?
I don’t feel so alone anymore
me either omg
woah wtf, I thought there were like 10 HAHA
MANITOBA
love song .?
tamaria : love song is such a good movie
Me : what's love song .???
tamaria : you know love song that movie with miley cyrus
Me : you mean the last song O.o
I might not be attractive, but I have a heart....
wow . -__- aren’t they like 7 .????
i told myself i wouldn't cry too much .
cause your not worth it , but still tears still seem to fall down my face .